The Fruits of Thoughts

Wandering alone today in the mall, reading another part of The Trump’s Way, the book I read bit by bit every week in Gramedia because I’m such a cheapskate, brought me to another realm of thinking today. I was starting to think bit by bit, what i lack of in my life in order to stand against the world. I came up with some little conclusions that I may actually lack so many things in my life.

I need more enthusiasm and target in my life. I talk too fast, often explain things while I’m actually beating around the bush, preventing my true intention to reach the people who heard. Who wanted to actually listen to a long monologue speech of knowledge demonstration who can actually be delivered in 10secs by the right person without reducing its intended information? Very hard to change indeed, since it’s really my inner characteristic. I tried to, but often failed as my lack of enthusiasm and motivation surfaced.

I also don’t have target in my life which keeps me going through my day aimlessly. I’ll do as what i encounter today. I also don’t have anything to control my expense besides general figures on the limit I should spend a day which can be broken easily by impulse that led me to often not knowing where my money had flown to.

In the end, I really need to change even bit by bit and overcome my tons of weaknesses. But luckily even though i am still this motivation-less me, I am quite stubborn as well. Wishfully, I will make it, one day!

Tips of today :
Don’t make too long speech and explanation. People tend to get bored and lost focus with long speech and often get confused in the end by the unneeded additional information. – The Trump’s Way -