if it’s gonna be easy…

… it’s gonna be less interesting right?

Somehow every page just circles around upon the imaginary vision.

My Adulthood Nostalgia

These days, in these recent weeks, I’ve been often spending my nights watching all those music or story videos from the long list of game titles I have played at my childhood or teenage. I just can’t seem to imagine of how many free times I had at those days! I spent unbelievably enormous TIME lurking around inside the game world, pushing through the miniscules and tiny bit of the game, spending my days at school and courses conversing on how to beat the puzzling part of the title – without getting bored. I’m totally envious of my little me!

I remember I spent my elementary life playing tetris, nintendo or playing with my sister. Whereas I nearly spent my whole secondary and high school playing Playstation (2), PC games of those titles that I can only remember as the greatest titles ever made for any game consoles/handhelds – and bash many newer titles that the current generation plays. I think this is how I’m gonna feel when I’m becoming older and older just like my parents when they’re seeing Broery Marantika, Ko-ping-ho (or whatsoever that novel title is) these days.

And everytime these days, when I’m playing tetris in my Pocket PC, listening to those songs of those game titles or re-watching those game videos in YouTube, I just can’t help to be, in blue again. This could really be my adulthood nostalgia and perhaps many people of my generation. And factually, there’s no need to wait even until I grow older, I already sense the symptom.. with my free time diminishing.

I think I was playing Fatal Frame at that time. Can't believe we were so engrossed!

Biding on Ebay for F1

I’m kinda excited, kinda nervous. I’m gonna pour a certain amount of money finally for 3 days walkabout ticket at F1 2009 Singapore GP. Not to mention, this is my first time biding on Ebay which is a bit puzzling and worrying – especially of fraud-. Anyway, I’m really up to it. A good chance finally to snatch the live show. Cross your fingers for me!

Watch Singapore GP 2009?

OK, this is going to be short.  I’m really considering of watching Singapore F1 night race GP this year. I’m going to be crazy if I miss this chance again. I don’t know if I’ll still be in Singapore next year at this time. I don’t know if they’re going to keep the night race in the calendar event. It could be once in the life time and I’ve always promised myself before I die I at least wanna watch the race live.

Now I’m high at 80% of really going. I’m gonna go for ticket hunting for race day walkabout ticket during these several days. But if I fail, then I’ll just directly jump for the 3 days pass! Dead serious!

Note: This occured due to me overlooking the business chance, again and again! I should have just bought the preliminary sales ticket without really considering of being able to go or not.

It’s all about

It’s all about what you have now, not what’s coming next.

It’s all about doing what it takes, not being afraid of the consequence.

It’s all about mending the holes, not crying when it goes beyond recoverable.

It’s all about fighting to keep it persistently working, not how long it takes you to remove the shards once it breaks.

It’s all about now.